too many stories to tell, but too little time to write..

 

Assalamualaikum…

hai hai...masih ingat I lagi??bagus2…anda memang prihatin orangnye…dont worry, I masih lagi seorang blogger…just lately I memang tersangatlah busy…well kalau tak busy tu bukan student la kan namanye…tu namanye busybody…ehh ade kaitan ke??lantak!!haha…

kfine!!just cut the crap…here I just want to highlight some things that happened recently…nak update full story memang a big NO NO la kan..Tinjauan Literatur kau pun tak siap lagi..jangan nak gatai2 nak buat keje lain!!ade paham??!! (hati nurani memarahi diri yg selalu alpa..dushdushh..)

takpe..maybe after I’ve done with my LR and also after my final exam next 2 weeks, boleh kot kalau nak buat karangan berbentuk cerekarama…even dah basi pun time tu but who cares?? =P (errr..err..cuak seh cuak!!aku tak sentuh langsung lec notes aku kot… T___T )

 

okeyh…hari Sabtu lepas (18 May 2013) ade Pharmnite which is annual dinner for our fac…tema Sunshine in Winter…tapi…aku tak beghape nak sunshine sangat la kan malam tu..biasa2 je…just that nite was my very first time wearing lenses for such event…boleh la..even though macam blur2 and pedih2 sikit..common la kan for budak yg baru nak belajar ni…

 

here..take this pretty lovely rose..as a gift from my heart…ecehh..geli seyhh caption..tak menahan…haha..(actually, aku nak uplod pic yg ni as my fb profile pic, sekalinye ter-uplod yg lain pulak..ahh lantak..haha)

 

taraa…basically this is how my dress looks like that nite…back view je la ye..haha..mix n match regular outfit je pun…tapi kira ikut tema jugak la kan..

 

overall..aku puas hati la dgn dinner ni..just ade la incident yg men-spoil-kan mood aku..tapi kejap je la…lepas dapat amik gambar banyak2, terus okey…hahaha…

 

***nanti aku story lagi la pasal dinner ni..kalau aku ingat lagi la… =P

 

next…this is about an unexpected gift that I received from my friend…haha..actually aku tak expect hadiah ni akan tiba juga ke pangkuan aku sebab dah lama gile kot aku tunggu parcel ni sampai..bayangkan la..kawan aku tu (Amira comel namanye..heee) pos benda ni before my bday last year and then baru sampai sekarang….isk3..kan “terbaik” punye service tu namanye??aku rasa kalau pos surat dari Planet Pluto pun boleh sampai lagi cepat kot…(haha nampak beno nipunye!)

aku berazam utk pakai tudung ni time raya nanti..uwaahhh tak sabonye!!(thanx a bunch Mira!! ♥♥♥♥♥ you!muahhmuahh)

 

lastly…just recently…my laptop was malfunctioning…I was like…dilambung ombak tsunami yg teramat besar…menanges bagai nak rak…(psstt segan kat kawan sebelah..haha..)..and then my brain stop functioning for a while…aku jadi serabut gile…macam mana nak buat keje aku yg bertimbun tu???oh nooooooo!!but after sesi consultation dgn my best friend tu, I started to think positive…everything has its solution rite…yeahhh!!mengapa mesti mengalah sebelum berjuang???ececehhh feeling macam kekanda di medan perang gitu….

apepun problem has been solved tadi…aku beranikan diri utk hantar laptop tu pegi repair kat TS..mula2 nak pegi Low Yatt tapi macam malas pulak kan nak jalan g sana alone…so since kat TS pun ade kedai repair why not aku just send kat situ je kan??takyah susah2…but frankly speaking, my journey that day memang agak mencabar jugak le…hehe

thanx a lot Pikah sebab care a lot about me..dah macam mak mak kite pulak rasenye..ehehe.. ♥♥♥♥♥

now I can put a broad & lovely smile on my face…psstt..actually aku pakai eyeliner thick gile tadi sebab nak cover mata bengkak..muahaha…

 

wooo woo…dah la tu…aku rasa dah banyak pulak aku membebel ni…aishhh nak update blog banyak pulak idea kau kan…kalau nak siapkan LR tu otak tu bukan main jem lagi kan…grrrrr…

 

p/s : tadi sempat tengok movie Thailand jap…dah lama pun citer ni..aku je yg baru tengok…bukan ape..dah lame gile tak layan movie kot..asyik layan journal je kan…sesekali otak juga perlukan entertainment..tak gituu??cehhh..kau kalau berhujah pasal benda ni memang terer kan… =,=

 

**A Little Thing Called Love**

seriously…citer ni comel sangat..sweet...sedih…kelakar sume ade la… ^___^

(kan best kalau crush aku actually feels the same macam ape yg Chon rasa dlm citer ni…untunglah Nam sebab the hero is actually secretly admiring her from the beginning…auwww berangan tak sudah kan…mihmihmih..)

 

please please…aku rasa aku dah fall in love dgn Mario Maurer ni…ohmaigadddd…tolong jangan hensem sangat boleh tak??? #pengsannn

 

(Rx : aku harus berjuang weekend ni..to settle all my works…chaiyok chaiyok!!you can do it!)

random talking about HABIT!!

 

Assalamualaikum..

ohh hai rakyat Malaysia sekalian…mesti korang tengah nervous nak pergi menunaikan tanggungjawab korang esok kan…dalam hati dok berbelah bahagi nak pangkah yg mana satu…hehehe..ape2pun semoga korang membuat pilihan yg bijak lah ye…aku??aku tak mengundi tahun ni…tak sempat nak daftar la…maklumlah baru je cukup umur kan…hahaha

p/s : I miss U, Brownie!!

 

actually right now, aku takde mood nak buat ape2…(sedangkan keje banyak gile nak kena siapkan!!!urghhhh)..(alaa kau ni memang selalu cenggini..asyik2 takde mood je..pang kang!!)tiba2 rasa sayu pulak sebab tak dapat balik kampung macam orang lain…rasa macam musim pilihanraya ni macam musim perayaan la pulak…ehh kau ni dah kenapa??tsskkk

 

okeyhh takmo sedih2…sekarang we’ll talk about habit..I believe that everyone has their own habits…tak kira la habit tu is just something normal ataupun something yg looks weird kat mata orang…I have one…not one la..some…tak tahu la if we could say these as habits…hahaha…but these things just keep hanging around me!!

 

1. Intrapersonal monologue a.k.a cakap sorang2.

alaaa…semua orang pun mesti pernah cakap sorang2 kan…it’s a common thing…but most of the time, people will consider kita2 yg suke monolog luaran ni as a weirdo!hahaha..aku dah selalu dah kena tegur dgn kengkawan aku…memanglah monolog tu supposed to be within diri kita sendiri je…but sometimes when we voice it out, it makes our inner thought to become clearer.dont cha think so?ahahh…

 

2. Melatah a.k.a OMK!!

aku tak tau la kalau melatah ni boleh diwarisi sebab nenek aku memang kuat melatah…sampaikan cucu2 dia suke beno trigger nenek aku tu utk melatah…isk3 nakal betul…tapi kadang2 best kan bile tengok orang melatah ni..dah macam tengok Maharaja Lawak Tak Mega pun ade…keh3…aku sendiri sebenarnye ade habit ni but it’s not too obvious la…sebab tu orang tak berapa perasan…tak tau la kan kalau ade yg perasan…hikihikss..kirenye melatah aku ni takde la kronik mana…just kadang2 tu bile terkejut, aku selalu jugak melatah dgn perkataan AYAM!…ye aku sendiri pun curious kenapa that word yg keluar dpd mulut aku ni….adakah ini disebabkan oleh kekerapan aku melantak ayam tiap2 hari??only Allah knows…

 

3. strong desire to possess a.k.a keinginan meluap-luap untuk memiliki.

this habit is so damn hazardous to myself!!ape taknye…sebab habit aku yg satu ni la my purse always crying out of depression…entah kenapa, aku tak boleh kawal diri untuk memiliki sesuatu yg pada hakikatnye takde kepentingan pun…especially time shopping…nak kata aku ni shopaholic, i dont think so…but..I cant help myself to ignore those pretty clothes that have caught my attention!!seems like they’re calling out my name & asking for my help utk membebaskan mereka dpd kedai2 yg merantai mereka..ohhmaii kenapa kurasakan bahasaku terlalu puitis??hohohoh…

seriously, aku rasa habit ni dah jadi cancer final stage dah…entah macam mana aku nak buang??ade ke chemotherapy kat mana2??haha…kalau aku keluar shopping sorang2 lagi la bahaya sebab takde orang nak halang aku or nasihatkan aku…memang aku dengar nasihat salesgirl tu je la yg terang2 akan encourage aku utk beli…kalau aku pakai that outfit tu takpe la jugak…ini tidak…kadang2 kan masa beli tu mata aku ni nampak baju tu cantik sangat…ni kalau tak beli ni mesti mengigau-ngigau tido tak lena…but in the end, when I’m home & try to put it on, I started to regret and think that it doesn’t suits me at all…nampak buruk la…nampak over sangat la…tak sesuai dgn aku la…itu la ini la…ohhhmaiii am I having mental problem or what?pfftttttt!

“oh no…I shouldn’t have bought this dress in the first place!!etc..etc…”

and now…when I look back into my closet, I saw those clothes that have been hung for quite sometime and some I never wear them even once!!is it some sort of decoration for my closet or what?!!bukan setakat baju je, barang2 lain pun sama…ohhh…I really hate myself for becoming a monster like this!!I hate you I hate you!

“I love you, baby I’m not a monster…lalalala”…dah kenapa nyanyi lagu Big bang pulok??wkwkwkwk

 

 

4. Laziness a.k.a berat tulang.

this one memang tak boleh nak dipertikaikan lagi la…lately, tahap kemalasan aku makin menjadi2 pulak…dah macam jadi darah daging wehhh…malas nak bangun awal.malas nak pegi kelas.malas nak study.malas nak pegi kafe time weekend.pastu selalu sangat rasa malas gile nak buat ape2 and last2, I ended up doing nothing, padahal banyak lagi keje yg kena di-settle-kan…what is wrong with me?!!!dah kena sampuk dgn mambang malas ke hape ni??Ya Allah…tolonglah hamba-Mu ini….

 

 

5. Procrastinating and doing things at the 11th hour!

ini lagi satu habit yg aku cukup2 menyampah tapi aku still tak boleh tinggalkan sampai la sekarang…contoh yg paling senang boleh dilihat once I turn on my laptop…I guess everyone can tell what will happen then…yesss…instead of doing my assignments, I ended up being online for the whole day….from facebook, twitter, instag, youtube, blog and etc etc…kalau boleh semuanye aku nak bukak…kalau boleh nak bukak 100 tabs in 1 window…over kan…lepas tu baru sedar yg 1 keje pun tak siap lagi…masa tu mula nak menggelabah tak cukup tanah…heyyy sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian dah tarak gune lagi la derr…padan la dgn muka aku!!suka sangat tangguh2 kan…pastu nanti semua keje jadi last minute…lepas tu mula la nak gile meroyan stress bagai…hamekkauu la kan…even dah banyak kali kena, aku still tak serik2 lagi….what to do, it had become a HABIT!!!yeahhh…a really bad one…sedih betul dgn diri sendiri…tolonglah aku keluar dpd belenggu habit yg sangat2 mendera fizikal n mental aku ni!!~~~  T______T

 

kalau nak diikutkan banyak je lagi habit2 yg aku tak discover lagiii…amboihhh kau ingat ni Discovery Channel ke hape???yang ade ni pun dah cukup menyusahkan aku…aku rasa yg the first two tu tak boleh nak buat ape la kan…they’re something that happen naturally…and it doesn’t bring much harm pun…but those last three tu aku rasa aku kena .no..aku WAJIB kikis dpd terus kekal dlm diri aku ni…kalau tak, habislah aku jadi habitat dorang pulak nanti…ouhh tidak!!!tidak akan kubiarkan itu semua terjadi!!!TIDAK AKAN!! (semangat gilosss)

 

so, senang cerita la kan…if you feel like developing a habit that will bring nothing but harm to you, cepat2 la kembali ke pangkal jalan…because once it becomes a habit, it would be pretty hard to eradicate it…PERCAYALAH…BELIEVE ME…

:: sincerely from a girl who suffers from a severely bad habits ::

 

 

Rx : 1 lagi habit yg sukar dikikis ialah hobi membajet sambil feeling2 foreigner…konon2 nak biji mata bulat macam barbie doll n hijau macam minah saleh…pastu nak muka flawless gile…memang TAK DAPAT la kan…terimalah hakikat bahawasanye engkau tu memang pure Melayu..okey tak pure la..sebab ade Jawa + Banjar sikit…amacam??ade muka Jawa tak??hahaha…

kalau dah mengidam sangat, boleh la mintak tolong Perfect 365..yup…they can help you..to become extremely and ridiculously more beautiful..but a fake one lah…LOL!