Saturday, October 10, 2015

Life's update. Hazy life.



and honestly, I still have no idea what the heck I'm doing right now. hahahaha. super blurrrr most of the time. =,="

a meme as the intro. just what I needed. hah!

Actually there's nothing to update pun. My life has been quite hectic and I'm feelin like flipping myself up and down continuously. Up till now, I still have doubt on my choice. I bet some of us got this issue jumping thru their Nodes of Ranvier. shoot takyah nak saintifik sangat kot bahasa tuh. macam la kau masih ingat lagi benda alah tu ape. walhal dose pcm pon kau nak tengok bluebook lagi kann. duhh. #tangandibahumatakeatas

If I were to write on what I've been thru for these past few months, a single blog post wouldn't suffice. There's just too much to tell that even words cant handle. There's time when I feel like being in a living hell. You cant even describe the feelings. Even after I left that place, I still got something hanging. Unsettled. #$@%!*&


Nevermind. I dont want to burden my neurons and my myocardium. I'm afraid I might develop fits and heart attack. hohoho. Sekarang ni pun rasa macam dah kena arthritis je. Sakit lutut tak hilang2 dari hari tu. hmmmm. adakah ini tanda2 penuaaan? T____T

oh yaaa btw congrats to kawan2 yang just tied the knot or going to soon. Sobs. nampaknye kite jugak yang belum bertemu prince charming. Memang tak la kan kalau hari2 terkejar2 nak fullfill requirement. Kalau kes TPN beratus-ratus dalam sehari. Ok tipu. Maunye aku kejung kat dalam clean room tu sorang2 dengan tahap kelembapan aku yang macam siput nih. 

walau slow macam mana sekalipun aku, I think I should be proud of myself. Yeah. I should compliment myself more for each progress that I've made. who else yang nak puji kalau bukan diri sendiri kan? bukannye ape, sometimes we need encouragement and appreciation in order for us to improve more. kalau asyik kena toce je macammana nak maju kan. makin stress ade lah.
Even tho in people's eyes, I'm still the lampi and slow-motion PRP, I know that now I've been improving. At least, kalau dulu aku macam teragak2 takut2 nak pegang syringe sampai jari pun tercucuk needle, now tidak lagi. I can handle the needle with my eyes closed. Ok tipu lagi. Jangan nak temberang sangat okeyh. wkwkwkwkwkkk

Dulu kan masa study, I was worried sick when I found out that I was the only student yang tak berjaya nak break the ampoule masa simulasi TPN. masa tu mula fikir macam mana la time nak keje nanti kalau tak pandai nak break ampoule. matilanak matilanak. And mula la aku stressed out masa tuh. 

seriously that was just a waste of my precious time. Sebabnye nanti masa kau dah start keje, kau akan automatically pandai buat semua tuh. Memang la masa mula2 tu kau slow, tapi sebab workload + pressure in situ, kau akan pandai jugak.
Macam sekarang ni, aku dah pandai break ampoule magnesium sulphate dengan potassium dihydrogen phospahte dengan vitalipid sume tuh dengan sekelip mata. aicehhh kerek pulak dia nih. I seriously doubt my capabilities masa mula2 masuk TPN tuh. 

and bile dah masuk minggu ketiga ni baru la aku paham konsep nak ketuk bubble out of the bag tu macam mana. Kau bayangkan la betapa lampinye aku. Memang aku mengaku that I'm quite a loser when it comes to hands-on skills. Sebab tu la sampai sekarang aku belum ade kete baru macam kengkawan sekalian. Heh lagi.


last but not least kan, I noticed one of my habit dah semakin kurang dah sekarang nih. ape lagi kalau bukan habit selfiefreak aku tuh. hahahah. kalau dulu pantang nak kuar je mesti sebok nak amik selpie la wepie la ape la. sekarang ni dah tak sempat nak fikir sume tuh. lepas tu sekarang ni pun tak sempat sangat nak berfangirling sangat. well tau2 je la aku ni kan minah kepop! kalau dulu gigih je nak search video kpop yang ade subs pastu gigih nak dowload sume kalau boleh. tapi sekarang tak sempat dah nak buat sume tuh. apetaknye bile balik keje je dah terbongkang tak sedarkan diri. hahahaha macam tak senonoh pulak cara aku describe tu kan..

somehow I did miss my old life back then. But what ever it is, life must goes on. Kerja tetap kerja. If I aint working, how do I get myself a plane ticket to Korea huh? kata nak jumpe oppa kannn. heheheh.


sebagai penutup entri hari ni, terimalah secebis gambar yang terbaru daripada seorang aku. kekekeke asal sasterawan sangat bunyinye.


someday I'm so gonna ride you merry go round. pastu boleh fefeeling Stairway to Heaven dengan oppa. ngeh3.

orait. so long my friends. jumpe lagi next entri maybe in the next few months? ahaksss no one knows. 

Assalamualaikum and goodnite people!

Friday, June 19, 2015

My new life as a PRP. Welcome to the dark world!!


Assalamualaikum. Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan al-mubarak!

selamat berpuasa semua!!! heeee. 

Lameeeee gileeee kan tak update. well I’ve been super duper busy with never-ending works. yeahh you heard it right. I’m officially a career woman now. Hahaha. Woman sangat kan. padahal sumpah rase macam budak2 hingusan je lagi. heh.

So kat sini aku just nak give some sort of short update lah. taktau la ade ke orang baca lagi blog ni lagi. hahaha. lantakkk. yang penting aku menjalankan tanggungjawab aku terhadap blog nih. ecececeyy talking bout responsibilities.

last month, 5.5.15, I’m officially bergelar seorang PRP. or nama panjang dia Provisionally Registered Pharmacist. kirenye kalau macam doktor tu aku kire macam HO giteww. kalau amik driving license macam kau dapat lesen P camtuhh. eh betul ke? entah le. aku memandai buat analogi sendiri jee. XD
kalau nak ikutkan la aku nak buat karangan esei 20 mukasurat je tau pasal kejadian2 yang berlaku pada hari bersejarah tersebut. I must say I’ve been through quite a lot jugak la on that day. but nvm la. biarlah ia tersimpan sebagai suatu hikayat.

dipendekkan cerita, aku dapat posting kat Hospital Sultanah Aminah Jaybeee. one of the most busiest hospital in the world. ok tak. kat Msia ni la kot. hahaha. redha dan pasrah je la kan even tak dapat hospital idaman. yang penting dapat posting. yang penting tak bergelar penanam anggur lagi. yang penting takyah nak jawab soalan2 interbiu dpd mereka2 yg selalu jaga tepi kain kitewww. ahaksss.



nah muke talam dan cop mohor sebijik. hahaha.

sekarang ni dah 2nd rotation dah. kat Manufacturing. memang aku mengaku la yg aku ni memang blur and lampi gileee. what do you expect from seorang penanam anggur tegar yang kerjanye melayan movie 24/7 di samping membuat kerja2 surirumahtangga sahaje? sorry but I cant reach your expectation. I cant be perfect on my first time, and definitely I cant be perfect all the time. please expect some flaws in me. or maybe more. I still make stupid mistakes but I’m willing to learn from my mistakes. I know it’s my responsibility to do my job efficiently but just gimme some time. Insha Allah I will improve as the time passed by. ;')

okey that’s it la. tak boleh nak tulis panjang berjela sangat sebab kena buat benda lain pulak. maybe lepas ni dah tak dapat nak update blog selalu kot. ini pun kebetulan cuti je hari ni. dan macam free sikit. tapi malam ni kena oncall kat A&E. marilah menjadi burung hantu. **gugugkkgugukkgugukkk  <(0_0)>

p/s : huhuhu tahun ni puasa sebagai anak rantau la kitewww. cehhh padahal dalam negeri sendiri jugak. tapi still tak dapat nak sambut ramadhan dengan family. huuuu. orang lain sahur buke sesame. kite sorang2 je. sobs. lap air mata. hahaha takyah nak syahdu sangat kayyy. kata dah dewasa… =P


p/s lagi : tahun ni first time jugak kami bakal beraya tanpa embah wedok. baru sebulan lebih arwah pergi meninggalkan kami. memang terasa sangat kehilangan arwah. tambah2 lagi masa tu pulak aku tengah busy nak prepare untuk posting nih. memang emosi tak stabil sikit mase tu. tapi Alhamdulillah Allah bagi kekuatan dekat kami semua. semoga roh embah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Al-fatihah. :'(

Friday, February 13, 2015

Unboxing BTS Dark and Wild album! Love at second sight with the Bangtan Boys! ;)

 

Assalamualaikum!

Annyeonghaseyo kpoppers! (ade ke? haha)

so I was so overflowed with happiness because finally I’ve received my very first kpop album, BTS Dark and Wild album!! assaaaa. tbh, this is my first item bought online. haha noob kan. nampaknye cubaan untuk shopping online dah berjaya! lepas ni boleh la shopping lagi. haha.

I know album ni dah keluar lama dah since last year lagi. well aku kan baru je jadi A.R.M.Y. baru berapa bulan kot. never thought that I’d fall in love with BTS sooo deeply like this. love at second sight tbh. heeeee.

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they are sooo adorkable!! aren’t they? ngeeeeee that’s why I love them. =p

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my hands trembled, my heart fluttered when I received this. ^__^ thanks abang posmen!  ***dolphine squealing inside**

 

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the package. the rainbow effect is soooo perfffect! daebak!

 

I bought this album from ig shop @kedaikpop . Luckily for me, while I was surveying around to find the cheapest possible price, I found this ig shop. hehe. so far I think this is the cheapest one. I managed to buy it for only RM 70, free postage!! ohyeaahhh. even act aku rasa tu macam dah include postage fee sekali. tapi tak kesah la kan coz mostly aku survey the price is around 75 to 80. dah dapat RM 70 ni pun dah kire okey sangat. ;D

and one more thing, album ni memang dalam ready stock. so takyah la nak tunggu lama2 kalau kena preorder ke ape. tak sanggup la aku nak menunggu kan. 3 hari pun dah macam 3 tahun je rasanye. hahaha over ek kau.

 

the tracks include:  (kopipasta dari google je.)

01.Intro : What Am I To you                             08. Interlude : 뭐해 (What Are You Doing)

02. Danger                                                      09. 핸드폰 좀 꺼줄래(Would you turn off your cellphone)

03. 호르몬 전쟁 (Hormone War)                       10.  이불킥 (Blanket Kick)

04. 힙합성애자 ( Hip Hop Lover)                      11. 24/7=Heaven

05. Let Me Know                                             12.  여기 봐 ( Look Here )

06. Rain                                                         13.  2학년 (2nd Grade)

07.BTS Cypher PT.3: KILLER (ft. Supreme Boi)       14. outro: 그게 말이 돼? (Does That Make Sense?)

    

and my personal favourite songs from this album would be:

Danger, Hormone War (these two are an absolute fav!), Let Me Know (full of feels), Rain (I like the sound of the rain. romantic vibes. lol), Blanket Kick, Would You Turn Off Your Cellphone, Second Grade, Look Here. and even the Cypher. omona! did I just list out almost all of the songs? hahaha. I cant choose. >,<

 

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the arrangement as soon as I opened the box. I was so nervous to flip over the photocard. well I was hoping that I would get V’s or Jin’s. either one would be awesome!!

 

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tadaaaa. these are what I get. tipu la kan kalau aku cakap aku tak rasa pape kan. ade la keciwa sikit sebab tak dapat ape yg kite harapkan. guess luck is not on my side. T__T

plus. polaroid tu pun memang jangan harap la nak dapat kan… Y__Y

 

the photocards zoomed version.

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individual photocard. ohhh heyy ayo Chimchim Jimin! I guess my fate intertwined with yours this time. since you’re are my taetae’s bff, I guess I’m glad enough to get yours. it’s okey. it’s okey. I love you too. hehe

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group photocard. V looks so cute! ><

Character postcards:

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We On. I havent finish reading this webtoon. well the internet is so slow. what can I expect?

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Hip Hop Monster : kyeopta! which is who?

 

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the cd. hoyeah dah terbalik terbongkang pulak. My heart is full of you! I wanna be loved so bad!  somebody please love me!!!  *sounds desperate isn’t it? hahaha

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the photobook. omona they look so so manly! sang namja! fierce nunbit!

 

so these are some of the pics from the photobook. am not gonna snap all of them coz I’m too lazy to do so. hahaha. plus you can google it by yourself to see the others.

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my two bias. V and Jin. ngeeee. Taejin OTP.

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oh yeahh taetae. same here. you’re the only one I need rn!  >,<

 

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Jin, your love is with me. that’s why it ain’t going nowhere! =p **so cheesyyyy

this is roughly handwritten lyrics of each tracks. giving us the feels of “in the making” process.

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one thing that make me frustrated is that the credits written by the boys in the photobook are in hangul!! it’s like some sort of their own handwritten letters to the fans!! maybe. omg that’s so precious but no trans? goshh how do you expect me to understand that? It should’ve come with english translation for international fans like me. pleaseee. jaebal. someone. translate these for me. I wanna know what they wrote. like so badly. I’ve googled and asked around but haven’t find any tho. T__T

I guess I should make some Korean friends starting from now on. haha.

***so I started to learn hangul recently. but seems I’ve soooo much to learn tho. its not that easy!  =,="

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I tried to screen yours but unfortunately I cant recognise what you’re writing tho. sobs. but your writing is cute V yaahhh!

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oh yeahh. at least I found this “saranghaeyo” in Jin’s letter..if I’m not mistaken… ^__^

 

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lastly, in Jungkook’s letter I’ve managed to find more. heeeee. roughly guessing tho. since his hangul is more solid and legible. LOL. He wrote “….uri ARMY yeoreobun jeongmal saranghaeyo”… ^,~

 

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okey keut!!

that’s all. my review ended here. ;)

my rating : 5/5. XD

 

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a happy A.R.M.Y I am!! neomu neomu haengbokkhae! >,<

 

maybe la ade yang fikir ehh dia ni suke sangat membazir duit dengan kpop stuff. oh no no no. this is my first time beli album kpop. this is the one and only kpop album that I have. okey ade lagi satu la. album Suju Bonamana. tapi tu yg pirate punye. hahahahah. dah berzaman dah cd tu. kat mane entah sekarang. haha. and bukannye aku suka2 beli album sembarangan. of course la aku dah survey dulu. and indeed I love this album so much. so much that it hurts. LOL. I love all the songs. it is rare for me to love all the songs in an album coz usually I only love their title songs, the ones with mv. but this time, it’s different. I love almost all their songs. I’ve listened to all of their albums. and I like them all. yeah I know they’re full of raps which I’d never be able to sing along with. but who cares. as long as their music is good. ;)

 

**kalau nak diikutkan la kan, ade satu lagi kpop group yang aku minat semua lagu dorang. sape lagi kalau bukan EXO!! yeahh I used to be a die-hard-fan of EXO. but since they broke my heart, I couldnt afford to stay any longer. I’m not leaving the fandom. it’s just that I’m less preoccupied with them now. nvm. tengok dari jauh pun takpe.kang kalau aku beli album dorang, luka lama ni berdarah kembali. sobs.    **cried in the corner**

 

okey. end of explanation. hehe. I’d say I’d love to purchase the other albums too but obviously not for now. this one is enough to calm down my burning wish. LOL. maybe when I’ve start working later(taktau la bile kan..) I’d consider to buy another. hahahaha. tengok la kalau ade duit lebih kan. Y___Y

 

p/s : I have no idea to create a new watermark. so I just simply make it like that. tak pelik kan? hahahaha.

***dah lama terperap entri ni. baru sempat publish hari ni.