Wednesday, May 23, 2012

blog reactivated : I wanna take a short break.. ;)

 

assalamualaikum…

ehem2…lame rasenye aku tak menulis kat sini kan…rase kekok pon ade ni…

umpama ayam betina yg dah lama tak berkokok..erkk…tapi masalahnye ayam betina reti berkokok ke?? =,=” (kokokokokok)

ok takpe…abaikan…harus kembali serius…(ini serius!!)>JANGAN SENYUM<

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about 2 weeks ago, if any of you did notice la…aku dah privatekan blog ni…for a while…ngeh3…(ade ke yg perasan??rase macam tak je..sobs…)

entah..tetibe je rase nak buat macam tu…tapi kan…actually I want to reflect on myself…for what I’ve done so far…

I felt like my life has turned into a mess lately…I’m too busy with other unnecessary things rather than studying…huh!! before I realized, I have wasted my precious golden silvery time for nothing!! hurmmm~~

 

bile aku blogging ni kan…rasa macam priority aku dah bertukar ranking pulak…aku lebih syok tengok blog dpd tengok lec notes…pegi ber-bw setiap hari tanpa rase bersalah padahal kerja banyak lagi berbaris menunggu giliran…sanggup stay up bukannye nak study tapi mengadap blog pulak….isk3…tak patut kan…tak patut..tak patut…

dan…lama2..tanpa aku sedari…aku dah hanyut!! ~~~~~

Masyaallah…astaghfirullahalazim…

but…I’m not blaming MeeLo for this matter…I should blame myself for not being able to restrain myself from being indulged too much in blogging rather than studying….pity myself… T___T

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but I thanked Allah for making me realized that I’ve gone astray for too far…

how did He do that??

by giving a C- in my midsem exam slip result..

before this..I’ve never got a C-…even the lowest grade that I got so far is C+…(yeah..it’s not something to be proud of..)

I am sad…I am disappointed…but at the same time..I realized that actually, He wanted to teach me a lesson…

if I don’t get such result, for sure I don’t even bother about my performance…

shame??yeah…shame on me…

so…for this last few weeks…I really2 need to work on my study…and pray…and then tawakal…hopefully I can get a better result for my final exam..amin.. ^_^

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you know what??

when I privatize my blog previously, I felt a lil bit calmer…I don’t have to push myself to ensure that MeeLo is always updated…I learnt to be an observer…

bile aku perhatikan balik kan…blogger2 lain pun blogging jugak…but still they managed to achieve good results…dapat Dekan lagi tu…dah la dorang tu blogger2 yg berjaye + otai + femes…

okey..contoh adalah seperti :

Hanis Zalikha

Fatin Suhana

Yuyu Zulaikha

Izyan Masri

dan ramai lagi la…blablabla…aku pon tak ingat dah…(malas nak backlink..rasenye korang kenal je kan depa ni…hihi..)

jeles tak jeles…

kalau nak compare dgn aku ni…ibarat blogger jalanan je…habuk pun tarak…dah tu…study pulak hampeh….malu la..malu la dgn dorang~~ Confused smile

sekarang ni…aku bukak balik blog ni…ni pon lepas kawan aku dok merayu-rayu sambil menangis hentak2 kepala kat dinding suruh aku bukak balik…kesian pulak aku tengok dia…kah3…

ok…auta je tu..takde la sampai macam tu pon…ngeh3…biasa la…aku ni kan hiperbolasepak sikit…I kan memang over orangnye…you tak tau ke?? (sile sepak aku sekarang..haha)

 

tapi..tapi..tapi..

tapi…jalan kebenaran…tak akan selamanya sunyi…

(ok..tetibe bernasyid pulak kau ni…err '')

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sebenarnye…aku nak bukak blog ni kejap je…lepas ni aku nak privatekan balik…starting from next week until I finished my final exam…

sometimes, we have to sacrifice things that we like in order to get something that we have to achieve…betul tak??

yup…I decided to take a short break from this arena…(arena tuuuu)…I have to really2 focus on my upcoming exam…plus for my remaining assignments and presentations…I have to do my best in both of them…carry mark tu wei…at least boleh la nak topup2 midsem yg macam hape tu…huhu

 

aku harap…bile dah privatekan blog ni nanti, aku dapat buat keje dgn lebih tenang & lagi fokus…insyaallah…(I can do it!!I can do it!!)>please give her some support!!<

so…hope you all tak tercari-cari I la ye nanti…keh3…bajet macam kau tu PM je kan…well..memang pon…I kan Perempuan Misteri…  Y___Y

nanti2..kalau aku ade masa, aku jenguk blog korang la especially bile tgh boring2 ke…ape ke…hehe…but for sure…there’ll no new update from me la…hehe…

alaa…ape nak kisah kan…bukannye selalu aku update benda2 yg best2 pon…sumenye pon syiokk sendirik je…nama pon personal blog kan…haha…

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okey…ni last la…aku stay up tido lambat utk update blog…after this…nehi..nehi..

takpe..takpe…cuti bulan 7 nanti kau tak nak tido 1 hari pon ikut suka kau la…nak mengadap blog sampai mata berdarah-darah pun takpe…hahaha…

hahhh..ehh cik kak..udah le tu…ni la jadinye bile dah lama sgt tak menulis kat sini…dah jadi panjang berjela-jela pulak entri aku ni…konon nak jamak la..tapi tak tau la jamak ta’dim ke ta’hir… @__@

 

okeyy…I have to sleep now…besok kelas pukul 8….huhu..

till then…see you in my dreams!!!weeweewee…

don’t ever forget me okayyy…tsskkk…(sedih pulak!!)

 

(Rx : thanx from the bottom of my heart for those who are willing to spend their precious time to read my ridiculous-syoksendiri entries…I really2 appreciated that…even you are just a silent reader…haha..love you…**wink..wink..)

 

meee

okeyy…nah…last pic from me..buat pengobat rindu…bluekkk…perlu ke??ok..tak perlu pon sebenarnye…kah3…motip cume nak cakap yg aku pun ade tudung bawal bercorak-corak macam hengkauoranggg jugak…agaga…poyo sgt..poyo sgt!!(tolong la lempang budak ni pelan2 biar tak mamaii lagikk…)

 

 

 

 

 

Friday, May 4, 2012

ceritera Dinner Fakulti : The Secret Garden~~

 

Assalamualaikum….

I’ve been thinking for so many times whether I should or shouldn’t update about this long-time-ago event…okay..not so long-time-ago la…

cuma dah basi je la..seperti makan nasi yg sudah basi…bezanye bile makan nasi basi,korang akan sakit perut, tapi kalau baca entri yg sudah basi, korang takkan sakit perut…tu je…percayalah!! ^^

so…since malam ni sgt membosankan…dan sunyi sepi…I decided to update la…hehe

ermm…actually,there’s not much to tell…dinner biase2 je pun…

just pegi…makan…tengok persembahan…lucky draw (yg memang sah2 aku takkan dapat!!grrr…)...tengok orang ambik Deanlist Award (jaki gile aku…rase mcm nak rampas je award dorang tu….=,=)…and then…tak lama lepas tu…balik…

dah…

sekian…tu je… 

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okey…belum tamat lagi la…haha…haruslah anda hadiahkan kaki kpd budak ini sekiranye dia menyampaikan cerita yg tergantung..kan..kan… XD

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nama pun dinner kan…haruslah nak menunjuk-nunjuk gambar kan… =D

tapi..sayangnye…aku tak sempat nak amik gambar banyak2 pun…in fact…most of the pictures are only focusing on myself…heii..bukan syiok sendiri ye…

tapi..tu la…takde sape pun yg sudi mengabadikan kenangan terindah bersama-sama aku…ye la…sape la aku ni kan…umpama beras yg melukut di tepi gantang…umpama lalang kat tepi jalan…umpama rumput kat tepi padang…umpama..umpama…ohh…okey stop!!ape engkau merepek ni minah??apesal nak tacing2 ni??lempang nak? =,=”

 

enough with the words….now, let the pictures talk about the whole story…

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~~21.04.2012 : Saturday~~

 

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dekan..dekan…Dean…hehehe

 

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the lecturers and staffs…

 

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the seniors : 4th year….

 

goodie bag

the bad goodie bag…

 

combine

the performances….best jugak la performance malam tu…

 

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aku suke sangat dgn lampu lip lap lip lap ni…dah macam kat disko la pulek…hohoho…

 

food-vert

my table…and the food…ade banyak lagi..tapi aku amik sikit je…konon nak diet ahh… >,<

 

 

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no caption..haha..

 

okey…gambar yg ditunggu-tunggu..ecewaahhh… =P

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friend

here you go…ni je gambo2 yg bukan berseorangan… ;(

 

 

me

okey…ni just nak focus on my attire that night la...tema garden…aku memang tak reti nak pakai hape la weii…

mekap??memang tak la!!!aku tunggu kak Fyna or kak Zoey zau yah sponsor la…ahaha…(amboii..kau ingat kau tu sedara-mara dorang ke??)

plain white kaftan yg aku tak jadi nak pakai masa dinner kolej tahun lepas…haha

tudung syiria yg hari2 aku pakai pegi kelas…ahaha…ehh..tapi ade ropol2 tu..nampak eksklusif sikit la..ye tak??tetttt…

lepas tu…headband pink butterfly tu saje je nak tambah2…(konon bajet princess la…ehh piirahhh!!! ^,~)..plus brooch pink daun2 jugak…garden la kan??

and last but not least cincin bertatahkan berlian  sekuntum bunga mawar putih yg besar gedabakfungsi??selain menambah mood garden, ia juga boleh digunakan untuk menumbuk orang apabila berasa jaki dgn tibe2…huahua…boleh macam tu???

 

me too

gambar bukan syok sendiri…^^

 

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wajiblah nak tayang kasut masing2…yg comel2 tu..kaki aku la tu…keh3…

 

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hahhh….last ni..last…potret solo…harus la kan…agagaga….okey…nak balik dah ni…babaiii Dewan Prima LJT!!!

 

phew~~~semput den nak tulis sambil insert pictures yg berlambak ni…

baiklah…itu sahaje ceritera bosan saya pada malam yg sepi pak mat jual topi ini…

till then…good nite people!! (O__O)

 

(Rx : Selamat Pengantin Baru Schawal!!sweet je dorang ni kan?? ^^ )

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Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Melukis adalah terapi yg berkesan utk orang2 yg frust!!! (^___^)

  


Aku sangat frust hari ni.... (=___=)


tadi aku pegi Pesta Buku....tapi gile ramai punye orang....Memang lautan manusia betul la kat PWTC tadi....fuhh..fuhh...oxygen please..oxygen please!!


lebih kurang macam masa aku pegi tengok SNSD hari tu....



Last...last...satu hape pon aku tak dapat...


dapat penat je...Hampehhh...



novel SSID yg aku cari tu dah sold out rupenye...patut pun x jumpe bile aku cari tadi...



Arrghhh....mencikk...mencikkk!!!



Tadi ade kartunis yg lukis2 potret orang tu...cantekk sangat...


Ingat nak buat jugak tadi...boleh buat kenangan...



tapi tu la...mood da terbantut pulak... ;(



And here I am....


tetibe aku rasa nak melukis pulak....



utk melampiaskan kekecewaan yg merantai jiwa ini...



ecewaaahhh...takleh belaahh betol!!



Sometimes....


drawing can render myself happier and allow me to forget and throw away all the pain and sorrowness...far far away...


Shuuhhh...shuuhhhh...nyah kau dari sini!!!


Okey la...malas nak cakap banyak...


Assalamualaikum... ♥♥♥


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